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"Witcher," he answered. "Things are a little ... different between us. Relationships work differently. Partly because of the mutations, partly because of the codex, but largely because we're typically considered outside of the definition of human. And therefore, outside of human morality and tradition."

There was also the outstanding fact that Geralt was, whether he understood or not, fundamentally decent.

He didn't sit. He stood plainly, and tall, in his kitchen, watching her with curiosity and veiled want.

"I'd like to be with you. But I'd also like you to know I don't-- can't-- "

He trailed off, before finding the correct words, or at least closest to. "I'm your friend, Nina, and whether or not we end up in a bed together, that won't change. I don't know how to make it."

Yennefer was still out there, somewhere. And he would only ever think of her, would only ever love her that way, romantically, deeply passionately, forever, as a single soul.

But there were wants, and needs, powerful ones, and there was not a single reason not to enjoy them with Nina, who wanted him.

"I think we've already established that I don't see you outside the definition of human," she said, lifting an eyebrow. She had lived with that label long enough that she wasn't going to enforce it on someone else. Especially not someone like Geralt, who hadn't even been born that way.

Nina studied him after Geralt affirmed that he was her friend, and it took her a moment to understand. Her shoulders lowered and she leaned against the back of the chair.

"Someone else at home?" she guessed quietly. It wasn't necessarily resignation on her voice, but maybe some kind of understanding.

Geralt gave a reserved, quiet, soft nod.

"Yenn and I ... it's complicated. It's not always happy, and it's not always healthy, but it is what it is. There was a wish once, magic, that kept us drawn together. There's fate there. Tangled together."

He lowered his eyes, thoughtful and filled with consternation. His relationship with Yenn was just that, but she was also fiercely jealous. And yet, she was there and seemed as if she always would be. They were the same age, and they would live far into the future. Yenn had used it before, as a threat. That Geralt was not normally mortal. That he would live to see any mortal lovers and friends grow old and die, leaving him alone.

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"I understand complicated. The man I loved for a long time had fantasies that involved killing me as often as they involved kissing me." Nina shrugged. The difference was that Matthias was here, and he had moved on. She was happy for him, even if it had taken her some time to get there.

Nina tucked her hair back and as her arm dropped she let it cross beneath her breasts. She propped her other elbow on it and sipped her wine, keeping her eyes on Geralt.

"I like you, Geralt. You wouldn't have been able to kiss me so much if I wasn't interested."

Her smile reappeared, more confident and maybe a little sly.

"Then be my friend. Don't lie to me, don't hide things from me, don't--" She wet her lips and took a deeper breath. "Don't act like I'm something revolting."

Her smile brought one to his face, honest as it was fleeting, gentle and small.

"I could never. I would never." He knew how to be a friend, It was difficult to admit, he knew, because of the way that he was raised, the way all witchers were brought up. But Geralt knew how to be a friend, and he was a good man.

"You're beautiful. Everything about you is warm and beautiful. I couldn't ask to have met a better person. I certainly don't deserve it."

Nina rolled her eyes but she was still smiling. "Well, I'm sure there are people that would warn you that I'm more trouble than I'm worth," she said.

She rose from her seat now that all that had been sorted out and she crossed the small distance between them. She liked that he was taller than her and she leaned up to kiss the corner of his mouth.

"I think I'll decide if you deserve me or not," she quips, her smile warm and soft in her voice. Saints he smelled good. That wasn't fair.

"That's your prerogative," Geralt said, pulling into a mock courtly bow. His baggy white blouse hung low away from his neck, and the tail of his hair fell over one shoulder.

He reached for his glass again, and drained a great deal from it. The sea water had been salty, and he felt he wanted the alcohol, after that night.

Once he'd drained his glass, Nina curled her fingers in the front of Geralt's shirt and kissed him, pulling him toward her even as she pressed against him. The kiss on the beach had been nice, but she liked the lack of armor between them. Especially since he was nice and dry and warm now.

Dry and warm and alive, and he tasted like sweet wine and mulling spices.

Her mouth on his came as a surprise, but Geralt accepted it gracefully, kissing back, moving against her. He backed them up toward the edge of the table by the window, until he could rest both palms against it, fingers curling in pleasure.

"Glad we got that talked through," he murmured, around the kiss. He broke off eventually, not because he needed the breath, but because he wanted to see her, stare into her eyes from that close.

The light of the kitchen caught her skin, making it look powdery, glowing.

"You staying here or should I think about putting dry boots on and walking you home?"

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Nina made a soft, pleased sound against Geralt's mouth as he guided her back, until she felt the table bump against her. When they parted she was smiling; the kitchen light revealed the vivid green of her eyes.

"You're only walking me home if you plan on staying there with me." She lifted her eyebrows, fingers still loosely curled in Geralt's shirt.

His eyes were so different but they didn't frighten her. Being this close gave an excuse to stare.

"Seems like a waste of a half an hour walk, then." He tilted his head to the side in amusement, before moving away again, just long enough to pour himself another glass of the wine. His stomach made a rude noise, and he frowned.

He'd offered Nina something to eat earlier, because he'd known he wanted something himself.

"I'm going to grab dinner. Missed it earlier today. That okay with you?"

As if in apology, he reached out to stroke his thumb across her shoulder.

Nina blinked, and then she laughed. "I can order something and have it delivered," she offered. "Save you another walk."

She supposed she couldn't blame him. The fact that she hadn't torn into the nearest cake was a small miracle. She was feeling better now, at least, and she supposed food wasn't the worst idea.

Especially if Geralt hadn't eaten earlier - possibly her fault. She could well imagine the kind of energy it took to do what he did to his body.

"I sort of owe you, after all."

"Got some stuff here." He turned to the refrigerator to pull out a loaf of bread and bags of deli meat and cheese. There were conveniences Geralt was getting used to, and appreciating, despite his old-fashioned nature.

He dug into the bag and pulled out four slices of bread, which he buttered generously, watching Nina with a look of reserved fondness. Her company was infinitely pleasing.

"And I don't think you owe me. If I could help avoid more trouble in the future, something even worse ... why else is something like me even here?"

She supposed Geralt had a point and she saw no reason to argue it. She was still grateful, but he knew that. She hoped he knew that.

Nina just grinned and picked up her wine again while Geralt fixed himself something to eat. The way he prepared his bread tugged at her homesickness and made her think of the Little Palace, the meals served there.

"Do one for me?" she asked.

He looked at her a little surprised, but soon enough, his smile tugged at the corner of his mouth again. Before he made his sandwich, he pulled another piece of the bread out and buttered it just as thickly, before sliding it over. He appreciated that Nina had a healthy appetite.

There'd been too many times in his life, outside of Kaer Morhen, away from Coen, Eskel and Lambert, that Geralt had felt the urge to eat far less than he ought to. He hadn't wanted to seem strange, to remind his host that there were fundamental differences between them.

His sins, his differences.

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Nina hummed happily when he passed her the slice and ate it while Geralt made his sandwich. "This is how I ate my bread at the Little Palace," she explained after she had swallowed a mouthful.

"I think it was one of my favorite snacks. I miss the food I had there," she sighed. "Ketterdam had fine variety, but I always went to Little Ravka to find tastes of home."

She hadn't gone too often, not wanting the Dregs to invade that part of her life.

Nina blushed a bit when she realized she had just devoured the buttered bread and there was an apology on the tip of her tongue. She held it in. She had promised herself long ago she would never apologize for enjoying food.

"I keep meaning to look through cookbooks here. See if I can't find anything familiar I can start making myself."

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"You're a good cook," Geralt said, one of his usual compliments. Freely given, simple, without artifice.

He finished assembling the sandwich and tucked in, without self-consciousness. The food tasted better on an empty stomach. He let himself enjoy, the saltiness of the cured meat, the creaminess of the butter. It was a welcome treat, for his hard work earlier.

"Didn't get fresh bread often. Usually had to soak the tack I ended up with in a hunter's stew. Especially at the beginning of winter. We all traveled back to Kaer Morhen when the weather set in. The dead of winter is a poor time for witchering. Hard to hear, hard to see, hard to smell when the snow is coming down thick."

"I have nightmares of an entire country like that," she said with a shudder. "They burn Grisha there, or if they happen to make it to a city of some kind they're given a mock trial and then executed... Either way, they want to kill us all."

Nina frowned a little at herself; she hadn't meant to bring up Fjerda when they were both enjoying food and relative peace. But the winter conditions Geralt had just described brought her own memories screaming back. She had been there before appearing here.

"Sounds like Radovid, King of Redania."

Geralt chewed thoughtfully, before taking another large bite of his food. He ate the way that men did when no one was watching, having grown up surrounded only by other witchers. Kaer Morhen hd been a rough place, lacking the touch of any women, at least until Ciri had arrived.

"Radovid the Stern. Radovid the Mad. I'm not a political man, but he was evil, thoroughly, to his bones. Started with burning mages, and soon, when that wasn't enough, moved on to elves and dwarves, dopplers and any other deviant they thought they could find."

It hadn't yet included witchers, because they still killed other monsters, but Geralt knew that times were changing swiftly.

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"We broke into the Ice Court in Djerholm, the capital of Fjerda. I thought killing Grisha was the worst they could do, but I was wrong. They were using them, like-- like tools. Like things. Enslaving them with a drug and using their enhanced powers until the Grisha themselves wasted away. They would have one it to me."

She shivered, remembering how it felt to be in that prison, unable to find a way out. A prison for Grisha, made by other Grisha. It was sick.

Nina tried to shake it off. "But if we're going to talk about that, I need a lot more wine and a more foul mood, and I'd rather not dissolve into that."

Geralt gave a few more chews, before wiping his face on the back of his arm and nodding toward the counter.

There was more mulled wine in the pot, but beside the stovetop also were a variety of bottles of varying sizes, colors, and dubiousness of provenance. Many were normal wine and liquor, but a few others were the incredibly strong spirits that a witcher needed to brew decoctions, amongst other things, like get absolutely shit-faced with an inhuman metabolism.

"Help yourself. Laws of hospitality say my home is yours, honored guest."

"Maybe we just talk about something nicer than mad kings and terrible governments," she said. Even so, she moved toward the pot of mulled wine to refill her glass.

"I like pleasant distractions. I've had enough death and darkness tonight." She lifted her glass in a toast to that before she drank from it.

Geralt toasted back, readily and naturally, before finishing his own glass.

Having made short work of the sandwich, he dusted his hands off and put the leftovers back in the refrigerator, before stalking back toward Nina again. He resumed where he had left off.

Cupping her face in his hands, he brought their mouths together again for a long and supple kiss, before moving on. He scraped his teeth along the line of her soft jaw, nipping with barely-pointed canines, before working down to the column of her pale neck and wrapping his mouth around the thrill there, pressing his hot tongue against her skin.

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Nina had resigned herself, more or less contentedly, to an evening of snacking and mental recovery after Geralt had interrupted a kiss to make a sandwich.

Silly her.

She had enough presence of mind to put her glass of wine down as he kissed her like that. The soft, surprised sound that had risen in her throat left her mouth in a breathy sigh as Geralt's mouth teased down her neck. The gentle bite and scrape of his teeth made her shiver; Nina's hands slid down Geralt's sides, stopping to grip his shirt tightly as his tongue teased over her pulse.

"Saints," she whispered, pinned between Geralt and the table and not at all displeased. "Here I got worried that food rated higher than me," she laughed. She slid one hand up to tangle in his pale hair.

"That was just an appetizer."

He followed the column of her neck with the straight line of his nose, nudging against the sensitive skin behind the shell of her ear. Geralt pressed into her hair, taking in the scent of sandalwood and wild rose. It was a lovely distraction from the grim work they'd left behind them. Nina smelled too good there, and he growled softly, the sound low in his chest.

His hand smoothed up her thigh, enjoying the slip and slide of the loose fabric of her dress over warm skin, until it found her hip. He pressed his fingers gently into it, eager to feel the gentle give of a woman's shape.

"Gonna gobble you up if you give me the chance."